Pre episode 6 thoughts - Monday
Posted: Mon Feb 17, 2020 7:54:54 pm
If we lose tonight, I'm going to have to figure out how to do an idol reveal to A and C, possibly Randy, pre-vote without anyone leaking it and doing a last minute target switch. I don't even have current confirmation yet that the vote is for sure me yet. Hopefully Randy will get his vote orders from Eric soon.
The person I'm least confident about sticking with the plan to vote a guy out tonight, if we lose, other than Ace, is Aurora. Both Randy and Crystal gave me idol clues before they were posted, but Aurora did give me the correct password today, or at least an AKA of the correct password, after all the votes were already revealed, so I have a little ray of hope that I can trust her. If she keeps my idol secret and the vote is for one of the guys, I may last a bit longer than one more tribal. If she has another plan with the guys, I'm screwed.
The fact that no one has been able to talk with Ace today, or says they haven't been able to, is troubling. But the guys seem to want to wait until after tribal to decide, so there's still time.
If anyone finds out about the idol and we don't have at least four, one of the women will go and I'll be doubly screwed tomorrow night.
Crystal told me she's had Reem's clue since early days, like I did. Jac told her the same story she told me about wanting to "save" them for trading, only she told Crystal she had two shares and told me she had three, I'm nearly certain. So it took Crystal a week of looking before breaking down and telling me the clues and five minutes later, Joaq posts them for everyone.
If A or C get mad that I didn't tell them sooner, I'm planning to say something about how Aurora had the chance to go to the other tribe and Michelle actually went to another tribe without a choice and the swap was out of our control, so I had to keep the idol secret so that it didn't get used against me at some later point in the game. But that sounds like I don't trust them to keep me safe. Ugh. I need to keep working on this.
Chris told me today that he thought Ace and Randy were cool, that was a little troubling. I guess it's good if they're acting cool with him and working with us.
This game is messing with my minddddddddd...
The person I'm least confident about sticking with the plan to vote a guy out tonight, if we lose, other than Ace, is Aurora. Both Randy and Crystal gave me idol clues before they were posted, but Aurora did give me the correct password today, or at least an AKA of the correct password, after all the votes were already revealed, so I have a little ray of hope that I can trust her. If she keeps my idol secret and the vote is for one of the guys, I may last a bit longer than one more tribal. If she has another plan with the guys, I'm screwed.
The fact that no one has been able to talk with Ace today, or says they haven't been able to, is troubling. But the guys seem to want to wait until after tribal to decide, so there's still time.
If anyone finds out about the idol and we don't have at least four, one of the women will go and I'll be doubly screwed tomorrow night.
Crystal told me she's had Reem's clue since early days, like I did. Jac told her the same story she told me about wanting to "save" them for trading, only she told Crystal she had two shares and told me she had three, I'm nearly certain. So it took Crystal a week of looking before breaking down and telling me the clues and five minutes later, Joaq posts them for everyone.
If A or C get mad that I didn't tell them sooner, I'm planning to say something about how Aurora had the chance to go to the other tribe and Michelle actually went to another tribe without a choice and the swap was out of our control, so I had to keep the idol secret so that it didn't get used against me at some later point in the game. But that sounds like I don't trust them to keep me safe. Ugh. I need to keep working on this.
Chris told me today that he thought Ace and Randy were cool, that was a little troubling. I guess it's good if they're acting cool with him and working with us.
This game is messing with my minddddddddd...