- Tue Feb 18, 2020 11:43:05 pm
#17322
Hi Loveita!
1. What was your reaction when you read the challenge rules? Did you have a plan going into it? What did you hope would happen?
Dread. I was hoping the challenge would be skill based, but it probably wouldn't have mattered. I'd just heard that some of my tribe were planning on sabotaging the challenge to get rid of Aurora or I, so we probably would have lost anyway. Eric spearheaded the sabotage and took immunity for himself when he could have saved everyone on his tribe. I'm going into tomorrow with a plan to try to convince Devens that I would not have put him at risk and that all of our alliance decisions have been based on the alliance's best interests and I, for one, have no intention of stopping doing that, such as pulling a stunt like Eric did. Ace said no to individual immunity, and he was fastest, so perhaps he should be spared in the next vote, if we manage to get that far.
I'm going to encourage Devens to think of other moments in the game that he's told me about where he was simply told what to do and his opinion wasn't even considered. He's salty about Eric tossing him under for inactivity during tribal and he wasn't consulted on one of the votes, I'll have to remind myself which one. Somehow, I'm going to try to slide in that that's how one would treat a pawn, but that may be too heavy handed.
Devens doesn't like to be told what to do, but he's not ready to take responsibility for anything yet either which tells me he might be a fairly young person. I need to get him to just chat with me tomorrow a bit. I feel like I've got to be more entertaining to talk with than Eric, but who knows. I need to do what I can to build his trust without scaring him off and I can be a bit... much sometimes.
This is apropos of nothing, but I'm pleased with how the relationship is coming along with Aurora. I'm hopeful she continues to trust me, she's an awesome lady and if you stabbed me in the back, future Aurora, I'm going to be sad. And then I'll get over it. Hopefully that won't happen. I like that she feels like she's cheering me up on my "sad" days, as that will help her want to protect me later, if there's a later. I hope my sad is believable. She's a tough cookie. I picture her as someone you could be friends with for a year before getting to the heart of what they fear. So she's wary. Super sweet though, so that's nice.
I'm also going to try to push the "real champions don't throw challenges" angle as subtly as possible tomorrow. Fortunately for me, Devens isn't big on catching subtleties, as he apparently did not discern my player comment as a dis yesterday. Probably for the best. Sorry future Devens, you're not really a player, I was just mad. I wish you were more of a player, atm, for that matter. We'd like to play with you over here!
2. How did you feel about the outcome of the challenge? What do you think of your tribemates’ decisions?
i think it shows how much Eric values his tribe vs. his own interests. Tomorrow, in my come-to-Jesusita moments with Devens, I'm going to counter with how much I value the tribe integrity and each member's opinion and ask which camp he'd rather pitch in for. Ace earned the tiniest of gold stars, haha, with his NO at tribal. But seriously, his intentions to save the tribe were crystal clear. Ahem.
3. You’ve got tribal in less than 24 hours. Is it scramble time? What’s your dream plan? What are your chances of pulling it off?
Scramble time was today. Tomorrow is simmer and watch the lad make a decision time. Dream plan, Randy, Me, Aurora, Devens vs. Chris, Eric, Ace in a vote. They'll probably vote 3 on Aurora or me, we'll probably vote 4 on Chris, because Eric has immunity - otherwise I'd push for him, as Chris is a nice guy. He may just be game nice, but that's pretty hard to fake consistently unless you're a sociopath, and that's unlikely. Eric is, sorry future Eric, a bit of a bore at the moment. He can be called Borish Brute. Or, if we can't get Devens, the vote is 4 v 4, we go to rocks, they vote me or Aurora, we vote Chris. I think our chances are 50/50 either way.
if we somehow survive tomorrow intact, the alliance needs a name.